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i'll fall asleep tonight, cause that brings me closer to you [25 Aug 2004|01:36am]
[ mood | disappointed ]

what would you say if i asked you not to go?

to forget everyone, forget everything, and start over with me.

would you take my hand and never let me go?

promise me you'll never let me go.


and the stars aren't out tonight

but neither are we to look up at them.

why does hello feel like goodbye?

these memories can't replace,

these wishes i wished and dreams i chased.

take this broken heart and make it right.


i feel like i lost everything when you're gone.

left remembering what it's like to have you here with me.

i thought you should know, you're not making this easy.



weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time

[13 Aug 2004|11:29am]
sometimes i think back to those nights so long ago
a time of youth and innocence
always searched for something, what, i didn't know
till i found you
yeah, i'll never forget that feeling
the rush was insane
and sometimes when the sun is setting
my memories take me so far away

sometimes i wish that things could've just stayed the same
you know that time can break your heart just to see the way things change
waves of emotion brought on by a song
but now you're gone, and time marches on

and i will never forget, never forget you
those crazy times you helped me through

sometimes, something reminds me
and takes me so far back
a part of me will always stay there
in the shadows of the past
where would i have ended up without you?
so far gone
...a reason to hold on
weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time

[15 May 2004|06:59am]
the sharper the edge, the cleaner the wound. so i'll be keeping it dull tonight for i deserve to hurt.
disfigure the outside to show how ruined i am within. there's no pain and no pleasure when you're too numb to feel.
there's a pedistal across the room
and if i try to climb again, this time the fall is fatal.
i don't deserve such an easy exit
weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time

sick cycle carousel [02 May 2004|08:43pm]
[ mood | moody ]

if shame had a face i think it would kind of look like mine
if it had a home would it be my eyes?
would you believe me if i said i'm tired of this?
well here we go now, one more time

i tried to climb your steps
i tried to chase you down
i tried to see how low i could get down to the ground
i tried to earn my way
i tried to change this mind
you better believe that i have tried to beat this

well i never thought i'd end up here
never thought i'd be standing where i am
i guess i kind of thought that it would be easier than this
i guess i was wrong one more time

weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time

[02 May 2004|08:39am]
promises mean everything when you're little
and the world is so big
i just don't understand how
you can smile with all those tears in your eyes
when you tell me everything is wonderful now

i don't want to hear you say
that i will understand someday
i don't want to hear you say
you both have grown in a different way
i just want my life to be the same
just like it used to be
some days i hate everything
i hate everything
everyone and everything
please don't tell me that everything is wonderful now
weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time

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